I open my eyes heavily, allowing my sight to adapt, I roll seeking to remove the feeling of laziness.
The cold steel sending chills down my back, just doing everything more painful.ĭarkness, cold darkness is all I feel after, everything just leaving me emptier than ever. I can feel the needles breaking through my arms, my legs, my body. This time, is different, the pain is more real. Somehow I’m asleep, I can’t say I had the best of dreams, the nightmares are back. It would be better if she could actually help us, but I don’t think she can do much being dead. I’m sure that mother is watching over us. I turn around one more time, this time I am facing the window, you can the moon and a couple star from here. I don’t think that someone want to call ‘daughter’ to a seven-year-old thief. Of course, Cassidy would be the first one in being adopted everyone loves a sweet and caring girl like her. In district two there are a lot of couples that can’t have kids, and that would do anything to have them. It would be the better thing, if he dies the district would take care of us send us to an orphanage and, if we are lucky to a foster home. I haven’t been sleeping lately, Rilus hasn’t come home, maybe he’s dead. I swirl and turn in my bed in any possible way.